Lets just put it out there...last year was simply appalling! I learned a lot about myself physically and mentally, but the results were nowhere near expectations nor a reflexion of my work. I'm sure I am not the only one in this world that complains about this, which means I'm not that special and I should quit while I'm ahead...complaining wise.
Here is the "goals versus results" list:
- Qualification for small boats French Nationals --> did not qualify (sick)
- Podium at French Nationals --> C final
- Race at US trials --> did not race (missing ECG report + fine)
Before I finish this point, I'd like to mention that USRowing should not tell 4 days before racing that a rower is missing an ECG report when they have been entered for 2 weeks.
It's always about analyzing what you can change to be or do better in the future. By talking with people that are outside your bubble, you can establish what it is that went wrong and/or right. For me, I've pinpointed the fact that I'm a smaller rower and I don't have extraordinary physical capacities, but I have a lot of heart and passion. So instead of ruining my days worrying about how I'm going to do on this test or how much of this and that I have put in, I've learned how to not care and just see where my work takes me; NO PRESSURE.
This summer I lifted as many times as I wanted, I ate what I wanted, and I had fun like I wanted without worrying about how these things might affect me. I believe that this will help with how I train and perceive the sport. I'm not giving up, but I am changing my philosophical and mental game for this year.
This fall is looking pretty fun starting with Sprint Nationals (500m) in the 8+ and going right back into the 1x for some fall racing. I can't wait to see some improvements that I have made technically and physically.
Until then, check out some of the fun I've had in the last 6 months.
Much love.
